November 16, 2006

• $$$

  i know u wanna know what i hate...$$$...MONEY...its horrible...i feel like i never have enough of it, as most ppl do...i work 2 jobs and still feel behind...i dont spend as much $ now, like if i had 0 debt i would be able to keep up, but since i have SO much debt i feel overwhelmed...everyone got a cost of living raise at work except me...im pretty mad about that...it seems that so many ppl that dont deserve money have it too...what the hell...i dunno...or ppl try to make me feel that its just my job and bein new to the work force...i did 4 yrs at a good skl, i think i deserve more than ppl i know that just wait tables...what was the point of sinking all that $ into college if i cant get a good job?...i dunno...it all seems unfair, ya know...i just wanna be able to pay off my debts and start savin up to move out...if i didnt have debt i still wouldnt be able to live on my own or save up enough $ to do so...its ridiculous...i just want a job that pays double (which sounds like a lot but its the average of what ppl r making that graduated college) so i can quit  my stupid 2nd job that is more of a headache than a paycheck and pay off my bills and save up for a house...it just feels like its never gonna happen...why does it feel like that...why does it pay so little to help ppl that need help but it pays so much to help ppl w/$ get more...ugh if this was an azn country where the focus is on the good of the group not the individual, we would all be happier...thats why china is gonna kick as very soon and the usa is goin down the crapper...stupid $$$

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