May 7, 2007
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Apples
...so yeah...been a little while...sometimes im in such a bad mood i dont feel like posting, rarely im in such a good mood i dont feel like posting...im inbetweeny now, so here i am...made a friend, sounds sad huh...ha...girl from hs...met up w/her again randomly a few months ago and we've been hangin ever since...kinda badass...been a little while since ive had a group of regular friends...its nice to go out w/the same few ppl and hang out...we've even become regulars at a bar (apples in kenilworth)...its been good...need to take some pics of things...always feel like the wiener w/the camera, but ya know...parents r gone and it hasnt been like the last time...the brother has been a bit more respectful, which is good...except he killed some bugs on the floor and left them...who does that...i wish i had some estate jewelry...ha...everyone seems to get lucky but me...eh, i guess u gotta look to get lucky...anyways, busy week, again...wed = dinner w/poppy, thurs = drinks w/the group, fri = parents home from egypt, sat = eric, sun = mothers day/family gathering...so when wednesday hits its gonna go fast...gotta clean tonight a little and tom some more...gettin lazy...vacation in wildwood in 6 weeks...so lookin forward to that...goin to the beach in 2 weeks...sounds like a plan...on another note...im torn about bringin out the bf...the new/old friend asked when the bf was comin out...somehow i dont think i really wanna bring him out w/me...i think i like hangin out alone...i also dont like how i act when im drunk infront of the bf...i dunno, its ok infront of others but i get embarrassed infront of the bf...odd, cuz we get drunk together but i guess its a little diff...somehow i dont like when ppl meet him...i think im embarrassed of his occupation for someone his age...i dunno...when things change, ill be more ok...but anyways...was supposed to start cleaning 25min ago...boo...
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