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  • arg

    ...so last week stunk, this week is stinking differently...hmm...so last week ended w/my usual night out...this time at apples (dive in kenilworth)...it was fun, except it just felt very hs...i dunno, i hate that feeling...oh and it was my fault...i cried (ha)...btw i was totally drunk by then, so it was sorta ok...NOT...but i dunno...ill still go out this friday, i think she felt guilty and invited me out last night...maybe we r just worried we wont be friends, oh we will...ha...anyways...um, went out w/my parents on sunday...better than u would think...then monday, was all excited for hot weather...DAD practically cuts his finger off...spent an hr at the hospital and 3 hrs at the surgeons office...so there went monday...tuesday, something happened...but i dont remember what...think work just made me mad...as usual...boss is bein super duper lazy...um, then the bf went out last night on what sounded like a date...the brother and the bros gf invite my bf to play pool, obviously pool requires 4 ppl...so i knew someone else had to be there...apparently the bf didnt know there would be a 4th person...sure...and he went and the bros gf invited a girl from work...so 2 and 2...well, he said she didnt show up but instead the bros gf's roommate came...btw the roommate who asked for him to come before...see, thats enough to irritate me...oh and last night he said no one else came, only this morning i found out that the roommate came...he says it isnt lying cuz he told me, eventually...i dunno...backstory: he tends to lie about stupid shit...like i told him he couldnt handle a dog (i had many good reasons, many!)...he said he agreed and we never talked about it again...a few weekends ago i found out he actually brought the dog into his home for a week and never told me...he told me he stopped smoking then i found out 9 months later he was usuing chew...thats what im talkin about...he lies about things like that and keeps the lies up for a very long time...last sept i found a pic on his phone of the place that he gets his hair cut w/the hair girl bent over...like she didnt know he was takin it but the pic was perfectly squared on her ass and he claims it was an accident and he didnt know how it got on there and im so mad that i didnt check the date on the pic before i deleted it (but it could only be up to a few months old)...so yeah...i dunno...i was never this jealous, but lately when i realize he keeps lying about stupid shit, it makes me doubt so many things...i dunno...then he says well u go out w/2 exes and now u go to a bar every friday and i dont know what happens and i dont say anything...i understand that could be frustrating but he doesnt even ask me about anything...i dunno...i havent lied about anything...so anyways...back to the story...maybe im bein crazy, but that sounds like a quasi date...he doesnt quite tell me the truth sometimes about where hes goin, what hes doin (not that he really does much) but i dunno...my trust isnt too strong in him...i dunno what else to feel...i mean, 4.5yrs, i guess he isnt goin anywhere...but there r ppl that can be w/the same person for 20yrs and then cheat...anyways, now im gettin mad/upset...grr...ok...gotta get my fat ass outside...im so HUGE...ok, not so huge...ha...but ya know, im not comfortable in my skin...just wanna lose 10ish lbs...that sounds vain...ok, what i really wanna do is tone up...they say (they = AMA = American Medical Assoc) that building muscle helps ur body do EVERYTHING...keeps u healthy, fights dementia in old ppl, ur less likely to get heart disease...its just super good go build a little muscle and lower ur fat content...today did nothing to help that...my coworker keeps feeding me like a hobo at work...and my mom is doin double trouble at home...they r awful...damn PR moms...always w/the feeding...yesterday my mom said i have a jlo ass...i was quite upset...i dunno...stupid fatness...anyways...think the rant is over...oh, still need a new job...ha..need to start lookin...okok...anyways...

  • It's Been a While

    ...hot damn, its been a whole month...got a day off today after a very aggrivating attempt to get to work today...they should be closed anyway cuz its a freakin state of emergency...didnt even get to spend it w/the bf cuz he said id have to go to work yesterday...wish i just called out and slept in and saved myself all that time, gas, and aggrivation...but its done and im home...lets see, whats new whats old?...um...everything has been pretty ok...made buddies w/a girl, finally right...ha...thought the bf would be happier, but he realizes it means im gonna be out drinkin more, so its a wash...been spending my last few fridays at blackthorn, not so great, but we leave before the bad music starts...wish the weather was warm, think i od'ed in sandals...cant wait to wear all of them...hmm, what else has happened...went to the bf's sister's bridal shower...was super nice christina...was v.nice to his mother and the sister's fiance (which i dont like)...i can be amazingly fake and almost alternate personality like...his family never saw me like like this in 4.5yrs...ha...but they all know my role as oldest non-related member of the family...have to go out to eat 4 times before the end of may cuz my gift certificates will expire, so im very excited for good food, however, we were washed out yesterday...thats ok...warm weather seems so slow coming...have a feeling that its gonna get hot quick, but who knows...hmm...my parents r leavin for egypt in 2 weeks...my vacation to wildwood is comin faster and faster...gonna have a 4 day weekend the weekend after july 4th for the wedding and docs appts and the such...gonna try to schedule a shitload of things for that day...my cousin carly is in the hospital for air/fluid in her chest...crazy...went to visit her and got lost cuz everything was flooded yesterday, but she was lookin good...hmm...i guess thats really it for now...nothing else old, nothing else really new...still planning on takin a cruise in september...hopefully that works out...still waiting for my new job...everyone is dragging themselves on that one...gonna apply to dyfs asap...not gonna be in skl in the fall cuz 1.) kean never taught me spanish 2 cuz we r still on ch3, which is just plain unacceptable...2.) kean doesnt offer any night classes in spanish...3.) think i wanna start my masters next yr so i can teach at a college (county, of course...i dont want smart kids, means more work...and i so want summers off w/o having to work a 7-3 shift)...yeah, feels like i never know what to do w/my life...but teaching college level feels like it could be ok...if the bf doesnt become a cop, im gonna push him in the same direction, on whatever level...ok, think thats really it...ill try to take pics and update more...its sad no one else really uses this, however i know ppl still look at it...so w/e...i <3 u xanga and ill talk to u later...

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    mental age = 35

    Body: [x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
    [x] I keep track of dates using a calander.
    [x]I own more than one credit card.
    [ ] I know how to change the oil in my car.
    [x] I do my own laundry.
    [x] I vote every election.
    [x] I can cook for myself.
    [ ] I think politics are exciting.
    [x] I balance my checkbook.
    [ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

    total: 7

    [ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
    [x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
    [ ] I've never gotten a detention.
    [ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
    [ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
    [ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
    [x] I like to take walks by myself.
    [x] I've watched talk shows.
    [x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
    [x] I drink coffee at least once a week.

    total: 5

    [x] I know how to do the dishes.
    [x] I can count to 10 in another language.
    [x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
    [x] My parents trust me.
    [ ] I can mow the lawn.
    [x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
    [x] I remember to water the plants.
    [x] I study when I have to.
    [x] I pay attention at school/college.
    [x] I remember to feed my pets.

    total: 9

    [x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
    [ ] I work out on a regular basis.
    [x] I clean up my own mess.
    [ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
    [ ] my favorite kind of food is take out.
    [x] I have gained weight since high school.
    [ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
    [x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
    [x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
    [x] I can type quickly.

    total: 6

    [x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
    [ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
    [ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
    [x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
    [x] I have more bills than I can pay.
    [x] All my friends are older than I am.
    [x] I can say no to staying out all night.
    [x] I use the internet every day.
    [x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
    [x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

    total:8






    1. Which area code are you in?
    908

    2. Parkway, Expressway, or Rte. 9?
    wtf is the expressway?...parkway...the bf is off rt 9

    3. Favorite Wawa sub?
    none, but my favorite wawa meal is the roasted chicken salad, diet wawa green tea, and a wawa cheese stick

    4. Favorite restaraunt?
    hmmm...chain?...chili's/fridays...unchain: chestnut chateu

    5. Ever been to Seaside?
    not often, cuz its scary at night

    6. What is "the" city?
    NYC

    7. Favorite bar?
    um, depends who im w/...usually the office

    8. Ever been to Great Adventure?
    sure

    9. Canoeing or tubing?
    neither

    10. Beach or Lake?
    shore

    11. Is it the beach or the shore?
    duh

    12. Believe in the NJ Devil?
    lives in the pine barrens...which r scary

    13. Most beautiful place in NJ?
    hmmm....we find lots of nice places headed northwest on county roads

    14. Least beautiful?
    newark

    15. Tourists are __?
    non existant

    16. Favorite club?
    puh

    17. Ever seen "Weird NJ?"
    totally, been to a few places...eh

    18. Do you have an accent?
    "rrrrrrrrrrrrr"

    19. Favorite thing to do in NJ?
    DRIVE

    20. Would you ever leave?
    as much as i hate it, NO!






    ...not much to update...things r still the same...should put up some pics, but lazy....ok...ill try...


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    ...eric in lbi...the ocean was frozen...


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    ...saxton falls...


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    ....more frozen water at saxton falls...


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    ...me and the box...


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    ...bye bye z...


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    ...hockey game...someone got taken out on a stretcher...they won, so i guess it worked out for the maple leafs....


    ...more to come, maybe...

  • Bimonthly quiz post?

    the barbie girl test:
    [x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish.
    [x] You own perfume that cost over $60.
    [ ] You had/have fake nails.
    [x] You have more body/hair products than you can use.
    [ ] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese.
    [ ] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
    [x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
    [x] You own a pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets.
    TOTAL SO FAR: 5

    [ ]Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work?
    [ ] Have a hair color that is not your natural color?
    [ ] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day?
    [x] Buy stuff because it's awesome, and then never wear it?
    [x] Constantly keep your phone at your side?
    [x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home?
    [ ] Have a name for your car
    [ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this
    week?
    [x] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
    [ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
    TOTAL SO FAR: 9

    DO YOU ADORE?:
    [x] Makeup
    [ ] Glitter
    [ ] The Color Pink
    [x] Shopping
    [x] Jewelry
    [x] Mirrors
    [ ] Chick flicks
    [x] Shoes
    [ ] Rainbows
    [x] Unicorns
    [ ] Disney Movies
    [x] Candles
    [x] Flowers
    [ ] Stuffed Animals
    [x] Purses
    TOTAL SO FAR: 18

    DO YOU SHOP AT?:
    [ ] Coach
    [x] Forever 21
    [x] Victoria's Secret
    [ ] Guess
    [x ] Claire's
    [ ] Express
    [x ] Delias
    [ ]MAC
    [ ] Sephora
    [ ] Bebe
    TOTAL SO FAR: 22

    DO YOU SAY?:
    [x] Biotch
    [x] Whatever
    [x] Oh my god/god/goodness
    [ ] Hun
    [x] Fugly
    [ ] That's hot
    [ ] Dunzo
    [ ] Darling
    [x] Psh
    [ ] Cutie
    [ ] Hottie
    [x] Skank
    [x] Totally
    [ ] For Sure
    [x] Fabulous
    TOTAL: 30

    DO YOU READ?:
    [ ]Cosmopolitan
    [ ] Glamour
    [ ] Marie Claire
    [ ] Elle Girl
    [ ] Teen Vogue
    [ ] People
    [ ] Us Weekly
    [ ] Star
    [ ] Self
    [ ] PerezHilton.com
    [ ] Dlisted.com
    [ ] 17online.com
    [ ]people.com
    [ ]usmagazine.com
    [ ] popsugar.com
    [ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com

    TOTAL SO FAR: 30

    DO YOU LOVE THESE?:
    [ ] Legally Blonde
    [ ] Elizabethtown
    [ ] Mean Girls
    [ ] Now & Then
    [ ] The Notebook
    [ ] A Walk to Remember
    [ ] Sweet Home Alabama
    [ ] Where the Heart is
    [ ] Just my luck
    [ ] John Tucker Must Die
    [ ]Centerstage
    [ ] Bring it On
    [ ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
    [ ] Mona Lisa Smile
    [ ] My Girl
    TOTAL SO FAR: 30

    ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:
    [ ] LOST
    [x] America's Next Top Model
    [ ] Project Runway
    [ ] Desperate Housewives
    [ ] The Simple Life
    [ ] 8th & Ocean
    [x]Sex and the City
    [ ]Grey's Anatomy
    [ ]The O.C.
    [ ]Laguna Beach/The Hills
    [ ]Nip/Tuck
    [x]Gilmore Girls
    [ ]One Tree Hill
    TOTAL SO FAR: 33

    TOTAL: 33



    Body: name – christina
    date of birth – august 18, 1983
    age -23
    sex - Female
    height – 5'4 1/2"
    location - union
    eye color - Brown

    of the people you've kissed, who was the worst kisser – i think there were a couple ppl, but i hate kissing guys w/thin lips...i feel like im eating face...

    do you like pickles – yes

    do you watch porn – i have in the past

    Do you have any pets – not yet

    your thoughts on abortion – pro choice

    do you like britney spears – im into the shaved head

    what do you want to do with your life – get my doctorate and live free w/o kids

    ever been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor -- um, when i attempt to do crunches before my shower

    would you ever get plastic surgery, if so, on what-- oh hell yes...lipo, tons of lipo, boob lift, um, etc

    biggest redneck you know - the hicks across the street, and most of the ppl that live by the bf

    do you think foreign accents are sexy - oh yes

    do you like hot dogs – sometimes, gotta be in the mood

    last time you went to the doctor – a week ago for an infection

    last time you used the restroom – an hr ago

    most attractive person you know – that i know personally...i dont really know any striking ppl

    piercings – ears and nips

    tattoos - 0

    shoe size – 7 1/2

    favorite color – black/grey

    describe yourself in four words – back the fuck off

    siblings – bro

    underwear – is on

    coffee cup – anything but my mom's...only PR that makes bad coffee


    LAST..
    cd you listened to – um, everclear

    person you called - not counting work calls, eric yesterday

    person that has called you - eric

    person you emailed - i dont even remember

    person who emailed you – same

    DO…
    you have a bf or gf – yep

    You want a bf or gf - sure

    you have a crush on someone – suppose

    you wish you could live somewhere else – by the beach, but at this point anywhere else

    you think about suicide - never

    others find you attractive - the crazy ppl at work said i should try for ms latina america...i think they r retarded

    you do drugs – hell no

    you smoke - no, but i think about it A LOT

    you like roller coasters - the last time i went on one, nitro, it made me sickly

    you write in cursive or print – both

    FOR OR AGAINST
    long distance relationships – dont work

    using someone – been there, done that, depends what for, but there r few good reasons

    suicide – against

    killing people – not random ppl

    doing drugs – against

    premarital sex – for

    do you
    like the taste of blood – makes me gag

    believe in love - yes

    believe in soul mates - nah

    believe in love at first sight – no

    believe in god - no, tho i like to curse god for everything

    have you...
    ever cried over a girl - well, i suppose, as in a friend that is a girl

    ever lied to someone - yes

    ever been arrested - no


    what...
    are you scared of – failure, the dark, serial killers and rapists

    is the most romantic season - fall

    are you like in relationships – nicer

    number...
    of times I have been in love? - 1

    of times I have had my heart broken? - 0

    of hearts I have broken? – not sure, def hurt some feelings

    of boys I have kissed? – um, not that many actually

    of girls I have kissed? – um, noneish

    of men I've slept with? – same as the number i kissed, kinda

    of girls I've slept with? – 0

    of continents I have lived on? - 1

    of drugs taken illegally? – 2

    of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? – 0

    what (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done? – weed, ghb

    What's the best gift you've ever received? – i dunno...sadly nothing sticks out...

    What's the best concert you've ever attended? – the eagles

    If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick? – hmmm...that is quite tough...if it was tv or sex i would say tv...but i love music soooooooo much

    What's your favorite bad-for-you food? – omg, i love bad for me food...pizza/cheesesteaks

    What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked? the beatles, duh

    If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be? – def not the person i did

    Are you a dog person or a cat person? - dog, but i like the cats that r more wild like

    What's your favorite US city? – hmmm...dunno yet...havent been to enough of them...i guess NYC, tho boston was nice

    Have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period? – in college

    Favorite curse word? - fuck

    Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star? - no

    What's the weirdest place you've ever kissed anyone?- kissed, i dunno...church

    What's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk? – hmmm...passed out while doin it...tried to get ppl to drink my puke...etc...more stupid huh

    What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately? – most of them...right now, SUVs

    have you ever...
    [Said "I love you" and meant it?] yes.

    [Been to New York?] yes.

    [Been to Florida?] yes.

    [California?] no

    [Hawaii?] no

    [Mexico?] no

    [China? Japan?] no

    [Canada?] yes

    [Danced naked] yes

    either or..
    [Apples or bananas?] apples

    [Red or blue?] blue

    [Backstreet Boys or N Sync?] i secretly liked both for a short period

    [WalMart or Target?] target, i wont step foot in walmart cuz i hate the ppl that shop there

    [Santa or Rudoloph?] neither

    [Math or English?] depends, math

    [High school or college?] they both werent bad...

    Future
    [do you want to get married] yes

    [if so, what age would you like to be married] by 26

    [who will you marry] eric

    [what do you want to do when you grow up] Christina PhD

    [where will you live] south

  • Happy V-Day

    ...so i got a vday snow day...woohoo...should be doin something constructive, but not yet...i will, swear...


    I. BASICS on the BF

    His age:
    Eric

    How long have you been together:
    it was 4yrs on 01/01/07

    How long did you know each other before you got together/married?
    hmm, like 6 months..

    What physical features attracted you to him first?:
    his cute arms

    Eye Color:
    brown

    Hair color:
    dark brown

    Hair style:
    the basic guy cut, short w/a fade or something...ha...

    Normal Outfit?
    jeans and a t-shirt

    How did you two meet:
    i met him in my 2nd session summer class at RU in 2002...when he came in, he sat next to me...


    II. RELATIONSHIP STUFF

    How serious is it:
    serious enough

    Are you "in love":
    i guess, we dont talk about it

    Do your parents like him:
    he sleeps over every weekend, so they must love him...even the extended family loves him

    Do his parents like you:
    ive never spoken to his father (even tho they all live in the same house), which means he doesnt like me and his mom is just a pain in the ass, but i think shes ok w/me

    Do you trust him:
    of course...his decision making, no way

    Would you share a toothbrush with him:
    no, thats gross

    Do you have a shirt of his that you sleep in?
    no

    Do you like the way he smells:
    i suppose

    Can you picture having kids with him:
    sure, if we wanted kids...but since we dont, no

    Does he have a temper:
    at the most random times, but rarely

    Are you happy to be with him:
    most of the time, like 99%

    Does he embarrass you in public:
    once in a while...hes not assertive enough

    Does he smoke or do drugs?
    no drugs since hs, no smoking for almost 1.5yrs now but then i found out he was using chew which made me sick...think hes been off that for 6 months

    III. SOME OTHER STUFF

    Does he have any piercings?
    nope

    Does he have any scars that you know of?:
    his hernia surgery scar

    Is he a party dude or stay at home?:
    stay at home...hes too old for that shit

    Is he Outgoing or Shy?:
    depends...around ppl sometimes he just freakin talks and talks...when he has to accomplish something, like a return or some sort of confrontation, he gets shy

    Does he love his mama?:
    he knows shes a pain in the fuckin ass, and i dont have to worry about him choosin her over me (most of the time)

    Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends?:
    i dont mix

    IV. DOES HE

    Sing?:
    poorly, tho i cant really remember him doin it

    Dance?
    hell no

    Wear boxers/briefs?
    boxer briefs

    Have any tatoos?
    1

    Is there any thing you would like him to change?
    a few things, but i learned to live w/them


     


    50 Lasts

    1. Last picture taken:
    i have so fallen out of love w/picture taking...the last pics i took were on new years eve

    2. Last thing you said:
    something to my mom about not goin to work

    3. Last phone call received:
    my 6:05am call to tell me work is closed

    4. Last TV show watched:
    divorce court...stupid ppl

    5. Last thing you drank:
    coffee i made

    6. Last time you slept:
    for an hr after my early phone call

    7. Last person you saw:
    my mom

    8. Last text sent:
    "happy valentines day saggy balls"

    9. Last time you left the house:
    yesterday for work

    10. Last book read:
    i was reading grimms fairy tales but then i started spanish class, so all other reading stopped

    11. Last song listened to:
    i dont remember

    12. Last thing touched (other than the computer):
    coffee mug

    13. Last time you saw your parents:
    this morning when i did my snow day dance

    14. Last thing you bought:
    hmmm...couple pairs of dress pants for work

    15. Last time you brushed your teeth:
    last night

    16. Last movie watched:
    way of the gun over the weekend...it sucked

    17. Last time you did something illegal:
    i speed pretty regularly, does that count?

    18. Last time you went to the hospital:
    hmmm...i went to try to give blood on my bday in aug last yr, i was too nervous...ha...

    19. Last time you exercised:
    yesterday...just for 10min tho...im building it up...

    20. Last thing you printed:
    cover page at work

    21. Last time you cried:
    i tried to cry a few weeks ago...i think it was more funny than sad...

    22. Last time you laughed:
    prolly yesterday on the phone w/eric

    23. Last time you were at school:
    last thursday

    24. Last time you ate:
    ate 3 slices of bread and a yogurt for breakfast

    25. Last board game played:
    i HATE board games

    26. Last time you cleaned your room:
    ive been trying to clean sections of it...it isnt working out so well

    27. Last time you slept in:
    coulda today but couldnt stay asleep...so monday

    28. Last time you were good and kissed:
    um...i guess monday when i kissed eric goodbye

    29. Last time you took a shower:
    yesterday morning

    30. Last time you went to an amusement park:
    a few yrs ago...but i got sick and made eric pick me up

    31. Last time you watched a sporting event:
    i dont remember, but i am goin to a hockey game in a few weeks

    32. Last time you highlighted something:
    i highlite at work

    33. Last time you did homework:
    last week

    34. Last time you took a test:
    pop quiz last week

    35. Last time you smiled:
    when i got my snow day phone call

    36. Last time you had an alcoholic beverage:
    over the weekend...plum wine and lots of beer at noon

    37. Last time you saw a sibling:
    yesterday

    38. Last time you saw your best friend:
    monday

    39. Last time you yelled at someone:
    prolly yesterday at work...sometimes these clients drive me nuts...and the ppl that work for drug addiction services r pretty nasty too...

    40. Last thing you wrote on paper:
    bio for a clint

    41. Last book you read:
    Arriba! my spanish text book

    42. Last thing you bought for your room:
    clothes to put in it?...i dunno

    43. Last type of gum chewed:
    my energy gum

    44. Last time you charged your phone:
    last night

    45. Last time you went out to eat with your family:
    beer and pizza at noon this past sunday w/the extended family

    46. Last thing you took out of the refrigerator to eat or drink:
    yogurt and milk for my coffee

    47. Last conversation you had:
    something about the weather

    48. Last shoes worn:
    my new fav pair of ankle black boots

    49. Last time you were away from home for more than a day:
    ugh...october 06 when we went to DC

    50. Last time you went shopping:
    went to target over the weekend, but i shopped for a few headbands and that was it


    ...guess its time to start doin something constructive...

  • Shanked

    ...so yeah...life is a pain in my ass...throwin curve balls all over...only 3 more saturdays at pathmark, so thats good...2 monday holidays coming up, even better...i keep gettin blamed for all sorts of shit at work and i am inches from flippin out...called my uncle, got a new job waiting for me in a few months...its at a meth clinic and it better pay more than my current job...but it should be good...still think im gonna reapply to dyfs...i did wanna do that and just didnt...still waiting for my rejection letter from the state...i guess thats my real gripe...i just need a new job..start fresh, get a challenge...so im slightly excited...meth clinic, not so much...new clinic, new challenge...but yeah...im actually got lots to do bw eating candy, studying, exercising, and cleaning...so yeah...

  • IMDB TOPS

    Top 250 movies as voted by our users

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    Rank Rating Title Seen?
    1. 9.1 The Godfather (1972) No
    2. 9.1 The Shawshank Redemption (1994) No
    3. 8.9 The Godfather: Part II (1974) No
    4. 8.8 The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (2003) Yes1
    5. 8.8 Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966) No
    6. 8.8 Casablanca (1942) No
    7. 8.8 Schindler's List (1993) No
    8. 8.7 Pulp Fiction (1994) Yes2
    9. 8.7 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) Yes3
    10. 8.7 Shichinin no samurai (1954) No
    11. 8.7 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975) No
    12. 8.7 Star Wars (1977) Yes4
    13. 8.7 Rear Window (1954) Maybe
    14. 8.7 The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001) No
    15. 8.6 12 Angry Men (1957) No
    16. 8.6 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) Yes5
    17. 8.6 The Usual Suspects (1995) Yes6
    18. 8.6 Cidade de Deus (2002) No
    19. 8.6 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964) No
    20. 8.6 Goodfellas (1990) Yes7
    21. 8.6 Psycho (1960) Yes8
    22. 8.6 The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002) No
    23. 8.6 Citizen Kane (1941) No
    24. 8.6 C'era una volta il West (1968) No
    25. 8.6 North by Northwest (1959) No
    26. 8.6 Memento (2000) Yes9
    27. 8.5 The Silence of the Lambs (1991) Yes10
    28. 8.5 Lawrence of Arabia (1962) No
    29. 8.5 It's a Wonderful Life (1946) Yes11
    30. 8.5 Sunset Blvd. (1950) No
    31. 8.5 Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le (2001) No
    32. 8.5 Fight Club (1999) Yes12
    33. 8.5 American Beauty (1999) Yes13
    34. 8.5 The Matrix (1999) Yes14
    35. 8.4 Vertigo (1958) No
    36. 8.4 Apocalypse Now (1979) No
    37. 8.4 Taxi Driver (1976) Yes15
    38. 8.4 Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004) Yes16
    39. 8.4 Se7en (1995) Yes17
    40. 8.4 Paths of Glory (1957) No
    41. 8.4 Léon (1994) Yes18
    42. 8.4 To Kill a Mockingbird (1962) No
    43. 8.4 Chinatown (1974) No
    44. 8.4 American History X (1998) Yes19
    45. 8.4 The Third Man (1949) No
    46. 8.4 Untergang, Der (2004) No
    47. 8.4 The Pianist (2002) No
    48. 8.3 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975) Yes20
    49. 8.3 The Treasure of the Sierra Madre (1948) No
    50. 8.3 M (1931) No
    51. 8.3 The Bridge on the River Kwai (1957) No
    52. 8.3 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001) No
    53. 8.3 Alien (1979) Yes21
    54. 8.3 Boot, Das (1981) No
    55. 8.3 L.A. Confidential (1997) No
    56. 8.3 A Clockwork Orange (1971) Yes22
    57. 8.3 The Maltese Falcon (1941) No
    58. 8.3 Requiem for a Dream (2000) Yes23
    59. 8.3 Hotel Rwanda (2004) No
    60. 8.3 The Shining (1980) Yes24
    61. 8.3 Double Indemnity (1944) No
    62. 8.3 Metropolis (1927) No
    63. 8.3 Reservoir Dogs (1992) Yes25
    64. 8.3 Saving Private Ryan (1998) Yes26
    65. 8.3 Rashômon (1950) No
    66. 8.3 Singin' in the Rain (1952) No
    67. 8.3 Sin City (2005) No
    68. 8.3 Raging Bull (1980) No
    69. 8.3 Modern Times (1936) No
    70. 8.3 Aliens (1986) Yes27
    71. 8.3 Laberinto del Fauno, El (2006) No
    72. 8.3 The Manchurian Candidate (1962) No
    73. 8.2 Rebecca (1940) No
    74. 8.2 Some Like It Hot (1959) No
    75. 8.2 The Great Escape (1963) No
    76. 8.2 The Departed (2006) No
    77. 8.2 All About Eve (1950) No
    78. 8.2 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) Yes28
    79. 8.2 Touch of Evil (1958) No
    80. 8.2 Amadeus (1984) Yes29
    81. 8.2 Million Dollar Baby (2004) No
    82. 8.2 Vita è bella, La (1997) No
    83. 8.2 Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957) No
    84. 8.2 Forrest Gump (1994) Yes30
    85. 8.2 The Sting (1973) No
    86. 8.2 Jaws (1975) Yes31
    87. 8.2 Strangers on a Train (1951) No
    88. 8.2 Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) Yes32
    89. 8.2 On the Waterfront (1954) No
    90. 8.2 Batman Begins (2005) Yes33
    91. 8.2 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939) No
    92. 8.2 Braveheart (1995) No
    93. 8.2 The Elephant Man (1980) No
    94. 8.2 The Wizard of Oz (1939) Yes34
    95. 8.2 Full Metal Jacket (1987) No
    96. 8.2 Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003) Yes35
    97. 8.2 Blade Runner (1982) Yes36
    98. 8.2 The Apartment (1960) No
    99. 8.2 The Incredibles (2004) No
    100. 8.2 City Lights (1931) No
    101. 8.2 Nuovo cinema Paradiso (1988) No
    102. 8.2 High Noon (1952) No
    103. 8.2 The Big Sleep (1946) No
    104. 8.2 Ran (1985) No
    105. 8.2 Notorious (1946) No
    106. 8.2 Fargo (1996) Yes37
    107. 8.2 Donnie Darko (2001) Yes38
    108. 8.1 Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983) Yes39
    109. 8.1 The Great Dictator (1940) No
    110. 8.1 Once Upon a Time in America (1984) No
    111. 8.1 Crash (2004/I) No
    112. 8.1 Finding Nemo (2003) Yes40
    113. 8.1 Cool Hand Luke (1967) No
    114. 8.1 Mononoke-hime (1997) No
    115. 8.1 The Sixth Sense (1999) Yes41
    116. 8.1 V for Vendetta (2005) No
    117. 8.1 Unforgiven (1992) No
    118. 8.1 Salaire de la peur, Le (1953) No
    119. 8.1 Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989) Yes42
    120. 8.1 Ben-Hur (1959) No
    121. 8.1 Oldboy (2003) No
    122. 8.1 Back to the Future (1985) Yes43
    123. 8.1 Annie Hall (1977) No
    124. 8.1 Kill Bill: Vol. 2 (2004) No
    125. 8.1 Yojimbo (1961) No
    126. 8.1 The Killing (1956) No
    127. 8.1 Wo hu cang long (2000) No
    128. 8.1 The Green Mile (1999) No
    129. 8.1 Life of Brian (1979) No
    130. 8.0 The Princess Bride (1987) Yes44
    131. 8.0 The Deer Hunter (1978) No
    132. 8.0 Platoon (1986) No
    133. 8.0 The Graduate (1967) No
    134. 8.0 It Happened One Night (1934) No
    135. 8.0 Per qualche dollaro in più (1965) No
    136. 8.0 Gladiator (2000) Yes45
    137. 8.0 Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969) No
    138. 8.0 Notti di Cabiria, Le (1957) No
    139. 8.0 Gandhi (1982) Yes46
    140. 8.0 The African Queen (1951) No
    141. 8.0 Kind Hearts and Coronets (1949) No
    142. 8.0 Battaglia di Algeri, La (1966) No
    143. 8.0 Ladri di biciclette (1948) No
    144. 8.0 Amores perros (2000) No
    145. 8.0 The Adventures of Robin Hood (1938) No
    146. 8.0 Diaboliques, Les (1955) No
    147. 8.0 Toy Story 2 (1999) Yes47
    148. 8.0 (1963) No
    149. 8.0 Brief Encounter (1945) No
    150. 8.0 Shadow of a Doubt (1943) No
    151. 8.0 Stand by Me (1986) No
    152. 8.0 The Night of the Hunter (1955) No
    153. 8.0 The Wild Bunch (1969) No
    154. 8.0 Lola rennt (1998) No
    155. 8.0 The General (1927) No
    156. 8.0 Children of Men (2006) Yes48
    157. 8.0 Die Hard (1988) Yes49
    158. 8.0 Harvey (1950) No
    159. 8.0 The Conversation (1974) No
    160. 8.0 Smultronstället (1957) No
    161. 8.0 Dog Day Afternoon (1975) No
    162. 8.0 Patton (1970) No
    163. 8.0 Duck Soup (1933) No
    164. 8.0 Nosferatu, eine Symphonie des Grauens (1922) No
    165. 8.0 Glory (1989) No
    166. 8.0 The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951) No
    167. 7.9 Gone with the Wind (1939) Yes50
    168. 7.9 Groundhog Day (1993) Yes51
    169. 7.9 Spartacus (1960) No
    170. 7.9 Ying xiong (2002) No
    171. 7.9 The Gold Rush (1925) No
    172. 7.9 Cabinet des Dr. Caligari., Das (1920) No
    173. 7.9 Trainspotting (1996) No
    174. 7.9 Finding Neverland (2004) No
    175. 7.9 Toy Story (1995) Yes52
    176. 7.9 The Prestige (2006) No
    177. 7.9 The Grapes of Wrath (1940) No
    178. 7.9 Magnolia (1999) No
    179. 7.9 The Exorcist (1973) Yes53
    180. 7.9 Heat (1995) No
    181. 7.9 Mystic River (2003) Yes54
    182. 7.9 The Big Lebowski (1998) Yes55
    183. 7.9 A Christmas Story (1983) Yes56
    184. 7.9 Twelve Monkeys (1995) Yes57
    185. 7.9 King Kong (1933) No
    186. 7.9 The Philadelphia Story (1940) No
    187. 7.9 Shrek (2001) Yes58
    188. 7.9 Cinderella Man (2005) No
    189. 7.9 Belle et la bête, La (1946) No
    190. 7.9 Before Sunset (2004) No
    191. 7.9 Big Fish (2003) Yes59
    192. 7.9 Ed Wood (1994) No
    193. 7.9 Judgment at Nuremberg (1961) No
    194. 7.9 The Hustler (1961) No
    195. 7.9 Snatch. (2000) Yes60
    196. 7.9 The Terminator (1984) Yes61
    197. 7.9 The Best Years of Our Lives (1946) No
    198. 7.9 The Lady Vanishes (1938) No
    199. 7.9 Bride of Frankenstein (1935) No
    200. 7.9 Hotaru no haka (1988) No
    201. 7.9 Walk the Line (2005) No
    202. 7.9 In the Heat of the Night (1967) No
    203. 7.9 Out of the Past (1947) No
    204. 7.9 Stalag 17 (1953) No
    205. 7.9 Witness for the Prosecution (1957) No
    206. 7.9 Wallace & Gromit in The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005) No
    207. 7.9 Little Miss Sunshine (2006) Yes62
    208. 7.9 Sleuth (1972) No
    209. 7.9 Bonnie and Clyde (1967) No
    210. 7.9 The Thing (1982) No
    211. 7.9 Young Frankenstein (1974) Yes63
    212. 7.9 Hable con ella (2002) No
    213. 7.9 Scarface (1983) No
    214. 7.9 Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels (1998) Yes64
    215. 7.9 Manhattan (1979) No
    216. 7.9 Rosemary's Baby (1968) No
    217. 7.9 The Straight Story (1999) No
    218. 7.9 Arsenic and Old Lace (1944) No
    219. 7.9 Anatomy of a Murder (1959) No
    220. 7.9 Frankenstein (1931) No
    221. 7.9 Sling Blade (1996) No
    222. 7.9 Du rififi chez les hommes (1955) No
    223. 7.9 Tengoku to jigoku (1963) No
    224. 7.9 Kumonosu jô (1957) No
    225. 7.9 All Quiet on the Western Front (1930) No
    226. 7.9 Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003) No
    227. 7.9 Monsters, Inc. (2001) Yes65
    228. 7.9 Roman Holiday (1953) No
    229. 7.9 The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance (1962) No
    230. 7.8 Quatre cents coups, Les (1959) No
    231. 7.8 The Lost Weekend (1945) No
    232. 7.8 Doctor Zhivago (1965) No
    233. 7.8 United 93 (2006) No
    234. 7.8 Bringing Up Baby (1938) No
    235. 7.8 The Searchers (1956) No
    236. 7.8 A Streetcar Named Desire (1951) No
    237. 7.8 Planet of the Apes (1968) Yes66
    238. 7.8 Stalker (1979) No
    239. 7.8 Umberto D. (1952) No
    240. 7.8 Inherit the Wind (1960) No
    241. 7.8 Brazil (1985) No
    242. 7.8 Idi i smotri (1985) No
    243. 7.8 Dial M for Murder (1954) No
    244. 7.8 Sweet Smell of Success (1957) No
    245. 7.8 The Ox-Bow Incident (1943) No
    246. 7.8 Haine, La (1995) No
    247. 7.8 Great Expectations (1946) Yes67
    248. 7.8 Kakushi-toride no san-akunin (1958) No
    249. 7.8 Festen (1998) No
    250. 7.8 In Cold Blood (1967) No


    ...so 67/250 = 28%...horrible

  • GRRR

    ...so...i only realize how much i dislike my family when i attempt to opt to do something w/them on my 1 day off a week...i dont like that...i dont like them...makes u think why am i still here...no choice i guess...makes me angry and depressed...i hate life...sometimes feels like i dont know what i want cuz well nothing is possible...how can u want things when u have no choice in the matter...i think i have to go to a temp agency to get a new job...im sick of this shit...waiting to see if someone wants to hire me...oh and i hate my job...its not even that i hate it except my boss is a moron, my coworker socializes too much, the work is so basic, and i get paid shit...all seem like good reason to hate a job...i feel like i wanna vomit...why does society say to go to college when i could be makin the same shit money if i never went...wtf is up w/that...i dont even know what im gonna do w/my life...i think im gonna go cry in a hot shower...

  • Procrastination Station

    ...should be doin my hw (omg hw after a yr) but im doin a quiz...ha...anyways...


    Here's 69 confessions...


    1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
    eric, or rolo

    2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
    always

    3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
    talker

    4. Do you take compliments well?
    depends who from

    5. Do you play Sudoku?
    very recently started...i can only do mediums tho

    6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
    if it wasnt winter and cold and snowy

    7. Do you like to ride horses?
    i have a few times, i loved it

    8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
    sure, i grew to not like it cuz no one showers the whole time

    9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
    i dunno...dont think i played lots of games

    10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you do ??
    uh, no...cuz im basically married

    12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
    what do i care, my beliefs r nil

    13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
    pursue

    14. Use three words to describe yourself?
    Christina, me, i

    15. Do any songs make you cry?
    no

    16. Are you continuing your education?
    i just entered skl again

    17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
    i would like to shoot a gun

    18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
    my cell to call the fire department

    19. How often do you read books?
    not too often, sadly

    20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
    mostly about the future

    21. What is your favorite children's book?
    i dont remember

    22. What color are your eyes?
    brown

    23. How tall are you?
    5'4"

    24. Where is your dream house located?
    the dirty jerz

    27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
    never

    28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
    a few months ago

    30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
    newark

    32. Do you like mustard?
    love it

    33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
    sleep, but since i cant as much as i want to, so i eat

    34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
    a little bit of both

    35. How long does it take you in the shower?.
    15 min, except my saturday showers where i use a sugar scrub

    36. Can you do the splits?
    i dont think anymore, kinda

    37. What movie do you want to see right now?
    pan's labirynth

    39. What did you do for New Year's?
    stayed home

    40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
    it looked stupid

    42. Do you own a camera phone?
    sure

    44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
    um, they didnt have cheerleaders in the mountains of PR

    45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
    E

    47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
    about 7

    48. Do you like care bears?.
    not really

    49. What do you buy at the movies?
    I HATE THE MOVIE THEATRE

    50. Do you know how to play poker?
    poorly

    51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
    always

    52. What do you wear to sleep?
    undies

    53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
    they found a dead mofia guy behind the dinner once

    54. How many meals do you eat in a day?
    3

    55. Is your tongue pierced?
    ew no

    56. Do you always read MySpace bulletins?
    sometimes

    58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
    depends on my mood 

    59. Ever been to L.A.?
    nah

    60. Did you eat a cookie today?
    nope

    61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
    no

    62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
    i havent done either in yrs

    63. Do you hate chocolate?
    its ok

    64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
    anything we talk about at length

    65. Are you a gullible person?
    not usually

    66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
    i think so

    67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be:
    skl psych

    68. Are you easy to get along with?
    not really

    69. What is your favorite time of day?
    evening


    ...and its HOMEWORK TIME...

  • GRRR

    ...lost an earring...thats super annoying since i havent lost an earring for a long time *knock on wood 3x*...i knocked over my little snapple cap w/like 4 pairs of earrings and i couldnt find 2 after i dropped 4...found 1...even went thru my nasty ass garbage can and cant find 1...wouldnt be so bad if i didnt wear them all the damn time...i even remember who gave them to me a LONG ass time ago...like 10yrs ago...however, if it really is in my garbage, i kinda dont wanna wear it anymore...(my garbage makes me gag, like all garbage, cuz i dump my contact fluid on it)...maybe its time to buy some new studs...im so dumb...

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