i love thanksgiving...why, cuz i sit around and wait to eat and sit around some more...no one really comes over, nothing to really do...its a sweet deal...since im bored, ill do some surveys...or 1 survey...ha...anyways...happy thanksgiving...

The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship?
amicably simple

2. When was the last time you shaved?
sunday...ha....

3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
trying not to get out of bed to pee

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
talkin to my parents about buggaboos

5. Are you any good at math?
i was good at algebra, but geometry and calc were demons of another nature

6. Last night?
almost unexpectedly stayed home bein sleepy

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
we cant even trace the family past the great grandparents on my dads side

8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
thank god not yet

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page?
sure i do

10. Last thing you recieved in the mail?
bill, coupon for macys, and address stickers from st judes

11. How many different beverages have you had today?
oj and flavored water

12. Are you planning on voting in the Mid-Term elections?
since there r over, i voted dem down the line

13. Who did you lose your concert virginity to?
a real concert, TOOL...fake concerts, i dunno some ppl in a church basement or that place that i dont remember in roselle

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
i havent been to the beach in so long

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
um, filling a cavity and rebuilding part of a tooth...which is more painful than it sounds cuz the quack dentist sanded off all the enamel from the back of my tooth...ass hole...

16. whats outside your back door?
the many many apples i took from work (literally, like 50+ apples in a big box)

17. Any plans for Friday night?
cleaning, laundry, rebate, possibly attempting to make plans but prolly stay home

18. Do you like the ocean?
tropical oceans

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorn?
um, my parents have and i have eaten it

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
when i was a kid

21. What do you drive?
saturn something old

22. What's something you get excited about?
tv and the weekend

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
peach

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no, but they were around for a long time

25. Describe your keychain(s):
um, 2 backdoor keys, 1 key from pathmark for the locked bathroom, 4 store discount cards, and my car beeper thing and the key

26. Where do you keep your change?
in my granny wallet

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
um, i make announcements infront of ppl at the supermarket

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
wool, puffy, leather...many

29. What was the weather like on your graduation
hmm, the last graduation i attended was for hs and it was hot...my graduation party over the summer was hot too...

30. Can you tie a cherry stem in a knot with your tongue?
yes, yes i can, but there is no reason to

things to do for the weekend:

1.  work tonight 6-10
2.  work tomorrow 9-4
3.  party at 6pm
4.  eric over
5.  mail out kean app
6.  fill out gov't apps
7.  get xmas mom's xmas gift
8.  out to dinner on sunday?
9.  clean room
10.  buy cottan squares
11.  waterproof suede shoes
12.  return jacket
13.  find transcript

...think thats it...nothing too much...gonna go into next week...gotta have that app mailed out on sunday...coulda done it today, but i was bein lazy...as usual...my boss says im too pretty to date an uneducated mechanic like my bf...ha...if he was a mechanic hed prolly be making more instead of having a business management degree from RU skl of business that hes doin nothing w/in the parts department of honda...theres a diff...ha...lookin at my footprints (on xanga) and realize ppl voyer the wierdest entries...i think i want some plastic surgery...too bad i cant afford it...want my eye surgery too...too bad i cant afford that either...one day, hopefully in the 2008, it will happen...hopefully in the 2007 ill be in skl for spanish...woohoo...anyways...gotta blah blah blah before work...oh, gettin a new digicam for xmas so ill finally be able to take pics again...

i know u wanna know what i hate...$$$...MONEY...its horrible...i feel like i never have enough of it, as most ppl do...i work 2 jobs and still feel behind...i dont spend as much $ now, like if i had 0 debt i would be able to keep up, but since i have SO much debt i feel overwhelmed...everyone got a cost of living raise at work except me...im pretty mad about that...it seems that so many ppl that dont deserve money have it too...what the hell...i dunno...or ppl try to make me feel that its just my job and bein new to the work force...i did 4 yrs at a good skl, i think i deserve more than ppl i know that just wait tables...what was the point of sinking all that $ into college if i cant get a good job?...i dunno...it all seems unfair, ya know...i just wanna be able to pay off my debts and start savin up to move out...if i didnt have debt i still wouldnt be able to live on my own or save up enough $ to do so...its ridiculous...i just want a job that pays double (which sounds like a lot but its the average of what ppl r making that graduated college) so i can quit  my stupid 2nd job that is more of a headache than a paycheck and pay off my bills and save up for a house...it just feels like its never gonna happen...why does it feel like that...why does it pay so little to help ppl that need help but it pays so much to help ppl w/$ get more...ugh if this was an azn country where the focus is on the good of the group not the individual, we would all be happier...thats why china is gonna kick as very soon and the usa is goin down the crapper...stupid $$$

been a few days...made a pumpkin cheesecake, awesome...went out friday night w/not my boyfriend but w/friends, which made it a great night...wish i had more time to do it more before i feel too old...um, got pretty sick after my night out, that sucked...um, so here's a survey...

50 Questions

1.Do you still talk with the first person you kissed?
once in a while we have a random chat

2. Are you ready to commit?
sure, if things were all in their right places

3. Are you obsessed with someone? 
some might say so 

4. What is the best thing about your job?
id say helping ppl, but its hard to judge success there

5. Do you like more than one person right now?
ha, no

6. What was the last thing you ate?
salted peanuts

7. Did you get any compliments today?
eric and my parents said my cheesecake was very good and i should make it again

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
hmm, well, next yr i wanna go to wildwood for a weekend, boston for a weekend, and a cruise? for a week

9. When was the last time you kissed someone?
a few hours ago

10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
id say boys

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
no, but i would like to

12. Do you own any pets?
i own a bf, but nothing that i have to clean up after too much

13. If you could have one superpower what would it be?
im not sure, gotta watch heroes some more and find out

14. Where have you lived most of your life?
Union

15. Why is the sky blue?
because it wants to be...but doesnt it have something to do w/the universal darkness and nothing to do w/the ocean

16. When was the last time you took a long drive?
last weekend into morris county

17. What’s your favorite smell?
i love lots of smells, except my dishwasher

18. What is your least favorite sound?
the ringing in my ears

19. What’s the greatest thing your gf/bf could give you?
companionship

20. What is your most favorite movie of all time?
havent seen a good one in a while

21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?
many years ago

22. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
ha, no

23: Have you ever toilet papered someones house?
uh, nuh

24. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
not in a long ass time

25. Have you ever had a crush on your sister’s friend?
um, if i had a sister, sure

26. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
no, dont think so

27. Have you ever gone streaking?
ive flashed

28. Have you ever had a stalker?
in pathmark

29. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
once

30. How many hours a day do you watch T.V.?
all the damn time

31. Have you ever gone to a party?
not in a while, well, besides for a family party

32. Have you ever been in love?
i suppose

33. Have you ever been betrayed by your best friend?
yeah, thats why girls suck

34. Have you ever been cheated on?
possibly?

35. Have you ever been out of the U.S.?
a few times

36. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
from the exact opposite, yes

37. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat?
ive pulled it back for a few weeks

38. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day?
um, it may have happened at some point freshman yr

39. What was the last song you listened to?
i really cant remember

40. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
hmm, no 

41. What ONE item do you never leave home without?
cell and keys

42. What’s one thing u do everyday?
there r so many things i do everyday cuz im redundant

43. Who was the last person who texted you?
eric

44. When was the last time you slept for 12 hours straight?
its been a long time since ive slept 4 hrs straight

45. Who was the last person who called you?
prolly eric

46. Have you ever stolen anything?
i take stuff from eric...ha...

47. Have you ever had anything stolen from u?
sometimes eric takes stuff from me...but its ok...but i actually had my phone stolen and that still bugs me

48. What did you do yesterday?
um, slept late, sat around, made pizza, showered at 6pm, acted in a general sickly manner

49. What have you done so far today?
well the day is over, so i slept late, went to pathmark and got frustrated on a day that i wasnt even working, made a cheesecake, and now im gonna get all medicated for bed cuz i cant breathe or stop sneezing

50. Who will repost this survey?
who cares

1. how old will you be in five years?
28

2. what month is your birthday
august

3. how tall are you?
5'4.5"

4. what do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
thanksgiving, xmas, new years

5. what's the last movie you saw?
the last 3 movies i attempted to watch i shut off after 15 min

6. who is the last person you called?
eric

7. who was the last person to call you?
probably eric

8. what was the last text message you received?
ugh, eric

9. do you prefer to call or text?
texts

10. do you have any pets?
i have a boyfriend that needs more training

11. what were you doing at 12am last night?
watching scrubs rerun

12. are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married

13. when is the last time you saw your dad?
before work last night

14. what color are your eyes?
brown

15. what time did you wake up today?
9:06am

16. what are you wearing right now?
robe, pants, and shirt

17. what's your favorite Christmas song
i only like xmas music when i go get the xmas tree, and i just deal w/it at that

18. where is your favorite place to be?
my bed on a cold night

19. where is your least favorite place to be?
any place that makes me cold or too hot or uncomfortable

20. where would you go if you could go anywhere?
tropical island

21. where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
i know where i wanna be, but lately what i think and what r want r being incongruent

22. do you burn or tan?
burn first, then tan...im getting fairer in my old age

23. what did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
everything

24. what was the last thing that made you laugh
scrubs last night

25. how many TVs do you have in your house?
5, but they r all small w/no cable

26. How big is your bed?
full

27. do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
desktop

28. do you sleep with or without clothes on?
w/o

29. what color are your sheets?
grey

30. how many pillows do you sleep with?
5 regular pillows and 1 mini pillow

31. what is your favorite season?
fall

32.What do you like about fall?
warm days and cool nights

33. what do you like about winter?
i like sleepin in when it snows and sometimes SOMETIMES i like those really cold clear nights

34. what do you like about summer?
warm nights, but summer lost its luster when u have to drive to workin the heat in dress clothes and need to run the ac on high and use all of ur $3 gallons of gas instead of sitting at home

35. what do you like about spring?
the smell of everything coming back to life

36. how many states have you lived in?
1

37. how many cities/towns have you lived in?
1.5 (i lived in NB for a little)

38. do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
shoes no socks, usually...tho after not wearing socks since last may, i kinda missed them

39. are you a social person?
i try to be but it just doesnt happen

40. what was the last thing you ate?
dove dark chocolate

41. what is your favorite restaurant?
i dunno...i was thinkin how i only go to chains...there is something wrong w/that

42. what is your favorite ice cream?
i had cinnimon once that was super good

43. what is your favorite dessert?
i love all dessert...tiramisu, creme brulee, sorbet, ect...everything but cake

44. what is your favorite kind of soup?
french onion, almost anything cream soup, and cambells veggie medley

45. what kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
GRAPE

46. do you like Chinese food?
once every 3-4 months, then i love it till the leftovers r gone

47. do you like coffee?
love that too, but i have a genetic problem...i got my moms inability to make a good cup of coffee

48. how many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
not enough, maybe 1 bottle of water and limited various other things

49. what do you drink in the morning?
water w/a flavor pack in it

50. would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
well, sometimes hes too warm, so not when im warm but when im cold i love it

51. do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
if ur lookin at the bed, the right side...but i think im starting to drift to the left...or when im in bed, drift to the right

52. do you know how to play poker?
yeah but not well

53. do you like to cuddle?
when im cold

54. have you ever been to Canada?
once

55. do you have an addictive personality?
YES...and i think i so need help

56. do you eat out or at home more often?
home...if i could afford it, i would eat out all the time

57. do you know anyone with red hair?
2 ppl...only 2 ppl ive ever met w/red hair

58. do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
nope, just close ones

59. do you want kids?
maybe 1

60. do you speak any other languages?
i should speak spanish but i dont

61. have you ever gotten stitches?
i should have but never did

62. have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
no, knock on wood

63. do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
depends on the ocean

64. do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window, unless im suck there next to fat ppl, then i get scared

65. do you know how to drive stick?
eric said hes gonna teach me this sunday

66. what is your favorite thing to spend money on?
SHOES

67. do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
nope, cant wear anything in the shower or bed

68. what is your favorite TV show?
L&O

69. can you roll your tongue?
sure

70. who is the funniest person you know?
um, no one

71. do you sleep with stuffed animals?
1 mini pillow

72. what is the main ring tone on your phone?
some tone already on the phone

73. do you still have clothes from when you were little?
i think a few select items like a flower girl dress and etc

74. what color are your bedroom walls?
white, yuck white...however they developed these dark lines on the studs so i feel like im in prison

75. do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
yeah, gotta conserve

76. do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed...all doors and drawers need to be closed when i sleep

77. would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
bear, cuz u could do something about it like hit it in the snout or play dead...though bees if u run far enough they leave u alone, except killer bees, they keep following

78. what color is your couch?
beige, blue pattern, tan pattern

79. what do you dip a chicken nugget in?
KETCHUP and maybe hot sauce

80. what is your favorite food?
w/e im craving at the moment

81. can you change the oil on a car?
nope, but i got a bf to do that

82. have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no, knock on wood

83. have you ever run out of gas?
hell no

84. what is your usual bedtime?
bw 9-11pm

86. do you read the newspaper?
i read cnn.com

87. do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nope

88. who is better...Leno or Letterman??
CONAN...those 2 just rnt funny anymore tho im not sure they ever were...and they use laugh tracks

89. do you watch soap operas?
hell no

90. do you dance in the car?
i dont dance anywhere

fun!

...so yeah...eric has the WORST camera...it doesnt zoom...it just gets blurry and close...wierd right...so yeah, here r some pics that came out ok...

...he looks like hes gonna smell me...my hair is doin something funky...

...all about the jerz...

...oh yeah...

...WWII memorial...

...reflecting pool...

...thats not me...however its the capital...

...eric <3 eleanor roosevelt...thats the blurryness im talkin bout...

...um...vietnam memorial...

...lincoln's home...

...the man himself, in the blur...

...the weather looks worse than it was...

...us at the capitol...

...me in the botanical garden...stupid blurr...

...he took SO many pics of the capitol...

...me and FDR...i was gonna sit on his lap, but there were ppl around...

...it was wicked cold and windy...

...me and jefferson...

...so yeah...xmas list: 1 digital camera...so yeah...put it this way, looks like we didnt do much...that was 2 days...and only part of each of those days...we walked for MILES...my legs r all buff now...ha...ok, not...but w/e...i was super soar and tired all that weekend...what a vacation...next year: SOME PLACE WARM...im thinkin: wildwood, boston, cruise?...

Appetizer:  bacon and fancy cheese bread...oops, forgot to pick up dough...ugh, dont wanna make that from scratch

Soup:  home made french onion soup

Entree:  beef barolo, however the barolo was subbed for a cheaper, younger one

Dessert:  pumpkin spice cheesecake

...HOPEFULLY it will all turn out well and ill be happy and so will everyone else...

so yeah...got back...dc was ok...too much siteseeing too little anything else...not much to really say about it i guess...so here is a video list that im curious about cuz i havent seen like any movies ever...

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 160 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. Put your score in header and re-post.

(X) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean 2
( ) Boondock Saints
(X) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(X) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
Total: 5

(X) The Princess Bride
(X) AnchorMan
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
(X) Labyrinth
(X) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total: 5

(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
(X) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 7

( ) Harry Potter 1
( ) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(X) Lilo & Stitch
Total: 3

(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new one)
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total: 3

(X) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
(X) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(X) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KiNG
Total: 6

(X) A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(X) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(X) Halloween
(X) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flubber
Total: 5

(X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
(X) From Hell
(X) Hellboy
( ) The Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The whole ten yards
Total: 3

(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
(X) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total: 6

( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
(X) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(X) Bedazzled
(X) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(X) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total: 4

(X) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(X) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(X) ET
(X) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) War of the Worlds
(X) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total: 5

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
(X) Sideways
(X) Mars Attacks
(X) Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Wizard of Oz
(X) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(X) The Terminator
(X) The Terminator 2
(X) The Terminator 3
Total: 9

(X) X-Men
(X) X2
( ) X-3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(X) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Little Mermaid
(X) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
( ) Shrek 2
Total: 10

( ) Swimfan
(X) Miracle on 34th street
(X) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(X) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
(X) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total: 4

( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total: 4

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
( ) Elf
(X) Highlander
(X) Mothman Prophecies
(X) American History X
( ) Three Amigos
Total: 3

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
( ) Monster
(X) Titanic
(X) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(X) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total: 3

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
(X) Dawn Of the Dead
(X) Hook
( ) Chronicals Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(X) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(X) Underworld
Total: 4

(X) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
(X) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total: 2

(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(X) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total: 4

(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
(X) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America World Police
(X) Red Dragon
(X) Silence of the Lambs
(X) Hannibal
Total: 7

...so 102...no geek here...

...so its been a little while...its been ok, i guess...this week started out super shitty, as opposed to the wonderfulness of last week when i thought october would be my month...there is still time...i think today is one of those days too...i found myself angry at work for no good reason, same w/yesterday...maybe its the change of the seasons...

...hmm, what has happened since oct 2?...seen tool...excellent...they will be back in the spring...gotta find another concert to go to...um, eric made me SUPER mad this weekend...its unbelievable what he did...didnt see it comin from a mile away...luckily i worked most of it out in my head...some of it im having trouble with...the lesser stuff ive moved on from...i understand and i forgive...the major stuff i still dont understand and i cant forget...i dont think its gonna be the end of the relationship but if i hold on to it and dont resolve it, its gonna keep coming up and it will prolly be the end...so its very important that i work it out...i think i need him to work it out too...ha...

...anyways...dc trip next week, so thats awesome...wildwood only cost me and eric 300 each, so that was good...dc is gonna be a bit worse...the room is already costing me 1100...food and drink is really gonna make that go up...

...speaking of...im having food issues again...somehow ive tied food to happy again and thats BAD...surprisingly, i think i have a pretty realistic body image of myself...im not fat, just way out of shape...i think it helps that the guys at work make me feel like the prettiest girl ever (cuz im the only girl they see in real live, some for quite a few yrs)...i say take praise from where ever its coming from, as long as it doesnt cross those lines...i have to cut back on my snacking, which im doin well w/that...just gotta make my meals smaller and stop eating until im full...they feed me at work...its horrible...

...so, how come the cost of ur shoes is inversely related to the level of comfort...i swear...the most expensive heels i bought (which werent that expensive)...they were on sale for 90 and i LOVED them, r SO uncomfortable it drives me nuts...maybe its the brand...but i bought shoes for 80 reg price that r SUPER comfortable...there is no answer...love my $19 target shoes too...ha...

...in attempting to stop spending money, i swore i wouldnt shop as much...somehow that equaled out to 900 bucks (including vacation)...HORRIBLE...how do i do a thing like that with nothing to show for it...i did buy a super sweet sweater purse from 9west that made me super happy...

...i got a single serve coffee maker...turns out coffee making is genetic...i make an awful cup of coffee like my mother...who woulda thunk...

...i think i miss my journal...i think i may be back...i obviously had a lot of nothing that i wanted to say but no one i really wanted to say it too...

...how bout picture time?...

...can u see?...i barely could...nose bleed seats at rolling stones...they were actually very amazing...no hate comin from me for kanye west either...strange opening act, but as far as rap goes, not bad...

...speaking of bands...saw the who, awful...its like the protesting bands of the 60s have become yuppy republican ass holes...it actually infuriates me when they sing their protest songs cuz they r just not the same ppl...capitalists dont protest...but back to what i wanted to talk about...the opening band was so bad it made my ears bleed...turns out they were peeping tom, another one of mike patton's failed attempts at a band...as i cant name anything from mr bungle...i did like faith no more which is right up my alternative/grunge alley...phantomous made me so angry w/their awful cymbal solos and opera like vocals, what where you thinking?, the only concert ive ever been to where the stadium booed that furiously, oh and i saw them twice...tomahawk was ok, the stuffed deer, dancing man-babies, and cochise outfits entertained me enough to actually see them on their own and somewhat enjoy it...but now mike is back w/a band worse than the last...me and my father booed them so much and we were so loud he gave us a peace sign...i guess cuz we were the only ones booing at first...atleast he knows my dislike for him...we have a history, i suppose, i earned the right to boo him...

...back to pics...

...so these were hanging on a nature path in wildwood...scared the shit outta me as i turned that corner...had to turn around to take the pic...dont know why they r there...thought it may have been a halloween thing, but doubt it...my parents thought it was somebody that hung themself...

...tool, amazing as usual...i realized i havent listened to tool for a very long time...for that, they shot me in the head w/a laser...but seriously, i think the lasers were for the losers that lock themselves in their rooms, turn off the lights, and wish they were james maynard keenan...like the losers infront of us at this show that kept touching eachother inappropriately...oh, this was at continental...

...this was in long island...did i tell u that is the worst place ever...worst traffic to the worst hockey teams stadium to see the worst crowd of ppl...i love u tool, but everything else involved w/this night was horrible...the best part of the night was when we ate mini butterfingers in the car...ha...but yeah, it was amazing ho many ppl had lighters...they did this the night before too...lets put it this way, if tool were to bottle shit, it would be purchased by the thousands...i love the band...however, maynard is becoming quite the little cocky prick and his followers r even more sheepish than i remember...apparently, i also missed the memo that pink was inappropriate for the show and i should been 35 in a pleather mini skirt drinking cheap beer and hanging all over my loser man w/his chest strangly puffed out...did i mention how awful the crowd was...

...so me and eric snuck on to the forts at sandy hook...much fun...hes in there, if u can see him...i was a little scared cuz B&E isnt my thing, but im too much of a wuss sometimes...we explored and walked around fences that we werent supposed to, climbed closed stares, and went places that were obviously not safe...it was nice...i would recommend it to anyone that is interested in exploring a little bit of abandoned military locations from 100yrs ago...

...we climbed up top this place...it was high...its hard to tell what the hell the place was anyway...

...so thats it...oh, so after having the phone for almost a yr, i found out like yesterday how to use the zoom function which i thought was broken on our phones...however, to our own stupidity, it can be used if u lower the resolution to med or low, not high...it coulda said that in the manuel...so yeah, my phone zooms now...too bad i didnt know before i took all those super far pics...ha, loser...

...now that my relic of a digicam's base died and it was discontinued long ago, ive finally switched to rechargeable batteries...so hopefully i will have more pics then these sad few...i think i like taking pics again...too bad im never in any...think i need new profile pics...ill look into it...all of mine r from like 1-2 yrs ago...

...if any hears of good concerts, im totally up for it...really wanna see the eagles again and everclear...i love concerts cuz no one can hear u sing, even if ur screaming the wrong lyrics ...

...last comment...why does insurance suck theses days...i think i pay more into it and spend more at the appts than i actually get out of it...im so mad at horizon i wanna kill them...

...oh, dont forget to vote on nov 7...hopefully we can make a change...one can only hope...

...so its october already...woah...cannot believe it...it started out great...rolling stones last week were awesome...kanye west opened for them, which wasnt too bad...and they were really good...so anyways...my 4 day weekend in wildwood was great...good times, good food and good food...i feel so refreshed...i sleep like shit in motels/hotels but i still feel good...im happy to be out of pathmark for the next weekend too...i dont miss that job...so things i cant wait for: leaves to change colors, crisp weather, trip to sandy hook to see the fort, tool, tool, apple/pumpkin picking, washington dc, halloween...im just so happy already...next weekend i have a 3 day weekend too...love october...hopefully it will be the month my life turns up a little more when i hear back from the state...i just feel like this month is gonna be really good...except this wierd tomorrow being 80 and then thursday being 68...strange...but ill take it...gotta go unpack now...one of the first nights before the start of the work week (usually sunday nights) that im not direly depressed...just so happy...