...i got hit on my an inmate...ugh...

so my parents just got back from their week in beijing...(a group of 10 ppl from tristate area, 3 other ppl were from union, what r the odds)...they sounded like they had a wonderful time and im very convinced it is a place i need to visit and it was super cheap...i got a silk robe/nighty, a jade stamper and pearl earrings...i found it all very exciting...haha, im such a loser...my goal is to go in 2009, after they finish the building for the olympics...too bad i wont be able to see the yangzi river...but ya know...anyways...time to get ready for work...im just so happy that my parents r goin to these great places...

so its been 2.5 weeks at my new job and i finally got my official paperwork about it...know how much a week im officially making...got the official paperwork about NO overtime...got my insurance paperwork, which kicks in on june 20th...and, of course, my gyno isnt on there...wtf...ive been goin to her for 5 years now, i cant just up and switch, unpossible...i have to call, ill pay however much, not full price, but ya know...i hate switching doctors...my dentist is there tho...just gotta see if i have vision, dont remember hearing about it or seeing it...gotta check that shit out yo...anyways...just suped that ill have insurance come june...

--RIGHT NOW--
are you cold?: very
are you hot? i wish
is your hair up?: its all up
are your shoes black?: my slippers r
are you wearing pajamas?: no, sweats
is your phone right beside you?: for once no
are you watching tv?: judge judy
are you mad at someone/something?: a couple things
do you have a girlfriend?: yes, eric
are you wearing makeup?: whats left of it
are you wearing chapstick?: now ill have to
do you have plans for tonight?: i have a schedule im supposed to be following
are you tired?: not as much as this time last week
are you excited?: not on a monday

-- RANDOM --
whens the last time you were kissed?: yesterday
whens the last time you ate?: right now
is your bed comfy?: i like it
is your phone on vibrate?: always
whats the 2nd letter of your first name?: H
whats the last thing you said?: are you gonna move ur car
whens the last time you laughed?: at work when my coworker was telling me what a dog my boss is and how he likes younger women and she would kick his ass
do you want ice cream?: im in a salty mood now
how old were you 4 years ago?: 18
Have you ever kissed in the rain?: sure

-- PAST --
done anything you regret?: nothing i dwell on
ever broke a bone?: no, knock on wood
ever lied?: sure
ever stuck gum under a desk?: shhh
ever spit at someone?: never
ever kick something living? never animals
ever trip over your own feet?: when i first started wearing heels
ever had your nails done?: about 2 times
ever picked a scab?: when i was younger
ever smoked a cigarette?: not since july bitches
ever drank alcohol?: sure
ever passed OUT from alcohol?: not in a few years
ever had a hangover?: not in a few years
ever thrown up b/c u cried so hard?: just heaved
ever wished you would die?: not actually, but ya know, like u dont wanna be there anymore

--NEXT WEEK--
have any plans for next week?: in the process of establishing some plans and my eric day moved due to easter
do you know what you`re gonna wear next week?: kinda
anything exciting happening next week?: i get off on good friday and i have an eye appt
got anywhere to go next week?: eye doc
know who you`re going to see next week?: i suppose so
excited for next week to come?: i suppose
DREADING next week to come?: its only 4 days long, no dread

--TODAY--
have you yelled at someone?: i yelled in the car a little, cuz i was upset about work
have you gotten mad at someone?: myself
have you cried?: wanted to, almost
have you called more then 3 people?: no, but i answered a million calls in spanish and uttered my first words in spanish
have you IMd more than 3 people?: just 1
have you updated your myspace?: no, but i signed in
have you taken a shower?: of course
have you shaved your legs?: not today, ew, haha
have you had something good or bad happen? i made it bad, but i got to leave work early

--YESTERDAY--
have you yelled at someone?: i may have yelled at eric
have you gotten mad at someone?: i think i got mad at eric
have you cried?: no
have you called more then 3 people?: i dont think i called anyone
have you IMd more than 3 people?: wasnt even on the comp
have you updated your myspace?: see above
have you taken a shower?: duh
have you shaved your legs?: yes
have you had something good or bad happen? it was a beautiful day and i went to the park, which was good

that was it?...that sucked, but calmed me...

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
i looked tired

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
i dunno

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
more

4. Favorite planet?
pluto, cuz no one knows if its a planet or not and it was all debated, then there is a planet after it now and no one cares about pluto anymore

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
some place that i musta put in a resume at well over a month ago

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
havent put any on yet

7. What shirt are you wearing?
a hoodie w/duckies on it

8. Do you "label" yourself?
yes, CHRISTINA

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
cheap slippers

10. Bright or Dark Room?
in the middle

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
i dunno

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
attempting to sleep

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile?
some random crap

15. Where is your letter box?
um, i dunno

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
like

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
either eric or my coworker

18. Last furry thing you touched?
my phone case

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three weeks?
a sleeping pill

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
i have one currently in my camera that i should use up already

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
18-19

22. Your worst enemy?
myself

23. What is your current desktop picture?
some tropical water crap that was already on my comp

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
r u gonna move ur car

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you do?
million bucks, i can buy a ticket

26. Do you like someone?
i suppose

27. The last song you listened to?
i was singing the chorus to a song i cant remember...i dunno

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
i dont think i wanna answer that

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
oh there's someone

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
my ice tea

...its been a xanga minute...well, today was incredibly wonderful...weather wise...got my high capacity hole puncher and some gel pens for my paperwork...today was a good day...weather is supposed to suck the next few days...thats ok...sometimes i get the feeling like im missing something, but dont really know what...it must be something ive never had, ya know...maybe its just eric...who knows...its a good feeling that after 3+ years i miss him more and more when he leaves...tom officially starts my runningness...tho if its raining, ill have to use my gazelle...i cant wait to use my mbt sneakers...anyways...gotta get my shit together for tom...

almost felt like a real working woman today...helped train an intern (though she didnt listen), had a working lunch (without the lunch), and finished up all my paperwork this afternoon (plus make a doc appt), and stopped at the docs office on my way home (cuz they didnt fax me my paper)...so yeah...i did my work plus took advantage of company time w/my hour an a half lunch...but it was ok...we didnt have that many ppl come in today...i really like my job, even though it pays shit and i have to keep my part time gig...was thinking about working thurs/fri/sat, but it may be too much for not enough...i dunno...im happy to be working, i just hate the fact i gotta get up so early its like being forever tired...went to bed last night at 1030 and was still tired...i get home and im tired ALL night...it just seems unfair...eh, the week is almost over...wish i could clean my room but i dont have any place to put everything...ugh...ill have to buy some boxes and put stuff in the basement come summer...forever having stuff that needs to be done and not enough energy...

after 1 freakin week of work, ive lost the ability to sleep past 9...what the hell...guess im a big girl now...oh and i get keys to the office on monday...i knew id be super happy when i got a job, just didnt anticipate the super tired part...oh, and taxes...didnt realize how much they take out for freakin taxes, its gonna be awful...first check is gonna set a crying precedent...

i took a nap today...havent done that since i lived at college...guy came in with wrist and ankle cuffs, an orange jump suit, and flip flops...i was so scared...did u know there is a jail a mile from the freehold mall...so yeah...im tired...

how do ppl get up at 6am everyday?  i feel like im gonna die already

i <3 my job, the commute wont kill me, the pay is exactly what i expected, they r paying for me to get my cadc, and they pay for my benefits...oh and i have my own phone number...exciting...now i just need the spanish and ill be great...